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Joan M. Manalang  

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Diary of a lost soul...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 28, 2007, 1:17 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Hey there Delilah
  • Eating: Wishing for dinner with the one I love...
Lost soul. That's me lately. Blushing. Flustered. Hesitant. Uncertain. Afraid. After all these years I thought that everything is going somewhere in my life. Only to find out one day that one is stagnant. My soul. It yearns for a lot things that I somehow want to receive. I know I am blessed. I know I am being loved. But sometimes a portion of my soul is hungry on some things. I feel mine needs nourishment.

Sweet nothings. After hearing from a friend that he'll surprise his girlfriend on her birthday and asked my help which flowers he should buy. My brain suddenly freezes and my heart quivers. I just end up uttering, "you're so sweet!". He is my contemporary in arts and zodiac, so I will not wonder if an artist and a typical taurean like him is very thoughtful. Sigh. sigh. sigh. Feeling depressed. I just felt that this 29 year old lady is the same 19 year old girl that blushes with flowers, giggles with chocolates and touched by love letters. Which I don't experience for ages. Nourish me with those and pamper me with affection. Would you please. I am a visual person please help me see those things.

My space. Been two years or more since I last pressed the keyboard to type all my emotions regarding doubts and heartaches. Do I still need that space? all the while I thought I totally forgot about that. Please don't remind me that I have those. I know I am in the state of happiness and contentment but I am just a lost soul now. Please help me find myself again.

warm hugs,
-joan

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 28
  • Current Residence: Strawberryfields
  • Interests: EROS(Art Nudity)ART DIRECTION(Advertising)CHEF(Cooking)HARMONICA(Music)Back-Packin'(Leisure)
  • Favourite movie: Before Sunrise/Before Sunset/Waking Life/Trainspotting/Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Favourite band or musician: Nick Drake/JackJohnson and BEATLES
  • Favourite genre of music: Oldie/Jazz/Folk/Reggaeish
  • Favourite artist: Joan Miro/Keith Haring/HR Giger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shel Silverstein and Paulo Coelho
  • Favourite photographer: Andy Maluche
  • Favourite style of art: Vector Art
  • Operating System: OS X and Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: I wish for an iPOD-nano please!
  • Shell of choice: Down Under
  • Favourite game: The game called LIFE!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ziggy, Cookie Monster and EMILY The Strange
  • Personal Quote: Truth is beautiful, without doubt; so are lies
  • Tools of the Trade: MAC/PC/My DigiCam/Nokia Phone

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~reenworks:iconreenworks: Apr 26, 2008, 7:48:33 PM
Pink peanut,,hmmmn....eheheheh

nice gallery

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~neodhel:iconneodhel: Dec 5, 2007, 10:39:32 PM
Nice gallery....!!astig..hehe

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just be your self!
~kriskringle:iconkriskringle: Dec 3, 2007, 12:27:40 AM
Yes you may....and yes, you can make a wish...or, er...a request. :thumbsup::santa::writersblock:

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I'm makin' a list...and checking it twice....gonna find out whose naughty or nice.
~kriskringle:iconkriskringle: Dec 3, 2007, 12:26:38 AM
Lovely art!

You and your gallery are definitely NICE!

:thumbsup::santa:
Have a Happy Holiday Season! :holly:

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I'm makin' a list...and checking it twice....gonna find out whose naughty or nice.
~raninuneno:iconraninuneno: May 7, 2007, 4:55:41 AM
great art! so yummii... huhuhu i'm hungry now... sluurrrppp....

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with all my love_raninuneno
~pinkpeanut:iconpinkpeanut: Apr 19, 2007, 10:11:08 AM
nice work there!
visit my blog if u have time...
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~reggiepangilinanX:iconreggiepangilinanX: Mar 22, 2007, 11:37:41 AM
very nice gallery ate.. :) kagutom... :peace:

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~pinkpeanut:iconpinkpeanut: Jan 30, 2007, 1:43:37 AM
thanks!
So can i call u Santa?

can i make a wish?

:-)
~PeTALgLAssJADE:iconPeTALgLAssJADE: Dec 8, 2006, 2:06:45 AM Mood: Sociable
weirdness. through a blog i subscribe to. i forgot the name-- amazing manila or something like that...
~kriskringle:iconkriskringle: Dec 8, 2006, 12:42:00 AM
Very nice style in your photos and art! :holly: Have a Happy Holiday Season! You and your gallery are definatley NICE! :thumbsup::santa:

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I'm makin' a list...and checking it twice....gonna find out whose naughty or nice.
~pinkpeanut:iconpinkpeanut: Dec 8, 2006, 12:30:28 AM Mood: Pride
yep. more than two years already... i used to subscribe but no big difference. hehe! how'd u find me?
~PeTALgLAssJADE:iconPeTALgLAssJADE: Dec 6, 2006, 11:44:47 PM Mood: Awestruck
ei nasa devArt ka din pala?! hehe!
*rjcarroll:iconrjcarroll: Aug 29, 2006, 7:26:22 PM
Thanks for the :+devwatch:! :hug:

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~magistrado:iconmagistrado: Aug 27, 2006, 8:12:59 AM
JOAN brings TRUTH in advertising :)
*AlbertoPadierna:iconAlbertoPadierna: Aug 25, 2006, 2:23:32 AM
Hi! Thank you for adding me
*ogayar00:iconogayar00: Aug 23, 2006, 9:48:53 AM
thank you for fav.

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~markrams:iconmarkrams: Aug 23, 2006, 7:23:08 AM
Hi! Checkout my journal and share your views about HOME thanks!just answer what is HOME... thanks

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~loba79:iconloba79: Jun 9, 2006, 3:44:26 AM
very nice :hug:

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=JaninaZ:iconJaninaZ: Apr 5, 2006, 1:32:34 AM
ghanks for stoppin by! :blowkiss: how'd you find me?

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~ajrchua:iconajrchua: Feb 3, 2006, 4:42:01 AM
hehe yup :)

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~pinkpeanut:iconpinkpeanut: Feb 2, 2006, 11:52:35 PM
yep... isn't that cool? :P
~ajrchua:iconajrchua: Feb 2, 2006, 5:45:42 AM
ooh pinoy ka pala ^_^

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The truth is...this...will you accept the truth if it comes?
~roldimus:iconroldimus: Dec 8, 2005, 8:14:33 AM
Nope. But I was there for quite some time & speak the language.

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~pinkpeanut:iconpinkpeanut: Dec 7, 2005, 11:23:34 PM
Thanks! are u a pinoy? :)